are you are (the state i’m in)

Originally written/posted: August 2014
Fandom: Captain America (2011)
Universe: AU: Modern Setting (No powers)
Pairing: Steve/Bucky
Rating: Mature
Word Count: 27,934
Warnings: PTSD, Violence, Ableist Language, I don’t consider this a “warning” but this fic features amputee!Bucky. 
Notes: For over a decade, this existed as my longest work in fandom. I actually only surpassed it a couple years ago. This fic is also very near and dear to me. I was very proud of it for a long time. Admittedly, I have not reread this, so I’m not sure how accurate the portrayals are (I do remember doing a fair amount of research, but that is not a failsafe) so please heed the warnings, and take caution if necessary!

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chained to the sky

Originally written/posted: March 2011
Fandom: Inception (2010)
Pairing: Arthur/Eames, mentioned various background pairing(s)
Rating: R (no NSFW)
Word Count: 19,381 words
Universe Notes: Never Let Me Go!AU
Warnings: Minor Character Death(s), Talks of grief, death, internalized and externalized homophobia, and canon complaint themes of violence, unethical medical practices, and multiple (also unethical) medical procedures. There is NO MCD in this fic but due to the nature of the material it is based on, it is heavily implied throughout this story that the characters wherein know their time is limited and they act accordingly to this information. The ending is happy, but may be read as more bittersweet through this lens. Also, there may be more relevant warnings I am unaware of/missing – I have not reread this and I have not seen the movie or read the book since I wrote this. Sorry!!
Notes: For almost a decade this was the longest thing I had ever written. It meant a lot to me at one point and I’ll definitely be rereading/possibly reworking this one at some point!


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